Peeking through the window

the IMVU Window
Ally is one of my best friends. Well friends isn’t enough, she’s FAMILY! I wrote about virtually sleeping together a while ago, and how waking up and seeing your loved one still there is so reassuring. Ally wrote this when she woke up and I thought it was worth sharing because I think we all kind of stare through this window and wonder a little. Sometimes I think we assume everyone else’s life is better than ours. (That’s easy to do) Just remember when you look through that window there are a lot of people staring back at you too. The people behind all those windows are real. They’re Jessica or David or Mohamed or Karen. And no matter who we are, where we’re from, or what our life is like, I guess we all want to connect and feel loved.

Sigh… Yawn, I wish one of you were awake

And my computer didn’t crash imvu either, Luck me.

It is lucky. I get to wake up and see you here with me… sleeping… holding me…even if it’s a virtual me….

holding you… being held… makes me want to drop everything and drive out to meet you.

I love you Mistress… And you too sis!

dirty windowsLying in my bed.. starting at the screen, wondering what it’s like where you are. Is ti cold, too hot? Is Maggie snoring..? Is the boy taking up the bed? How early do you have to be up, how you day is going to go?

Here we are in our little virtual lives, looking for dots ..No sound.. just words. And yet I’ve learned to look for the signs, when you’re distracted or sad, angry… happy.

So much emotion..exchanged in such a strange limited way.

clinging to youSometimes I wonder if I should die my hair blonde… If I would be more like the ally that lives in the digital world.. tons of slutty fetish wear, doll outfits and bizarre furniture. A gigantic purple bead.

Too tall… too skinny… a little too scared. ~touches the screen~
This window that separates me from you …so thin. And so very thick.

4 responses

  1. collettelilac

    Your writing truly touched me.
    Thank you for sharing it.

    February 12, 2013 at 9:07 pm

  2. This was Ally’s but it touched me too. I think we all kind of stare back and wonder. It’s easy to imagine the grass being greener and everyone else having more fun than us. And I think everyone’s real life is boring compared to imvu too. Oh well. At least we get to let go and be more of what we want here.

    February 13, 2013 at 11:34 pm

  3. Wendy

    It touched me a lot too. Sharing nights or even days (when time messed up your life) can be so intens. To explain the feeling of sharing a night you have to experiance youself. Wake up in the arms of someone you really love means so much. Even when you’ve been seperated by a big Atlantic ocean it still feels so close and so real! I can’t count anymore how many times I slept in here…lol…yes I’m a big sleepy head :P.

    February 14, 2013 at 10:51 am

  4. that was such a very special moment and i was so very lucky to be there. there are such moments of such beauty on imvu, and to be there for a moment of such unguarded spontaneous beauty is simply life changing and breathtaking.

    March 22, 2013 at 2:41 pm

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