My Big Secret
I didn’t come here for love. I’m happily married and have a great family and home. I came here to feel sexy again because sometime real life loses a little of the craziness and fun. I stayed because of the the most amazing friendships. Now I’m quite frankly so head over heels in the most amazing love. I honestly can’t even think straight at times. It’s the most amazing feeling ever, but I say secret because I can’t tell anyone in my real life about it.
I can’t tell anyone because they’ll only think I’m even crazier than they probably already do. I used to try to tell one girlfriend what this was like but it’s just not possible. Sometimes I wonder if I’m sharing to much here. And at the same time I really don’t think I’m able to totally capture the passion and intensity of it all very well either.
I love this feeling. You could argue that I’m addicted to it to some degree. But how much is that cloud nine feeling worth? Even if you can’t share it in your real life. I guess I’m lucky in one way, because I can share it here. I also more than anything, I really hope that you can experience this for yourself.